His Deadly Girl

"L-Listen, buddy, I-I don't do l-love and a-all that c-crap," I breathed, willing my knees to not give up under his intense gaze.
He gave me one of those rare breathtaking smiles of his, "Are you sure?"
I nodded, too quickly.
"Then," he murmured softly, trailing a finger down my cheek, "why are you shivering right now?" his other hand ran through the length of my arm, "why do you have goose bumps?" he leaned further down, bringing his enticing lips closer to mine, "why is your heart racing?" his eyes finally flicked to my lips, "and, why do you want to kiss me too?" he smirked, catching me staring at his lips.
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I had to keep my secret.But keeping the secret is not easy. People asked questions, especially Alex.
Alex is someone who can't take crap from anyone and has slight anger issues. Apart from his own group of friends, mostly everyone keeps out of his path, too afraid to become victim to his dry humor, broodiness or even worse his punches and blows. Alex can see right through my lies.He has the ability to chip away the walls I has built around My heart and more than anything, he holds the power of igniting feelings in me.
This is something I can't afford,because I want to keep my secret safe or to not let anyone get killed. I don’t know what will happen in my life when these people break into my life.
Will I keep my secrets?