I couldn't control myself again
Sadie's pov
Why do I lose myself whenever I see anything related to Justin? Just a message from him and my legs, fingertips and heart would start trembling. I used to think that once I had made love with him for once, it would be over, but it seemed like it was just the beginning of my feelings...
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Chapters
1. I’ve been lying to myself for too long
2. I need to forget about everything.
3. Have I met him before?
4. Henceforth, call me Justin
5. Both were lovers before now
6. What are you hiding?
7. Alone with him
8. I made up my mind 
9. Don't feel uncomfortable
10. Why always me?
11. Justin is making life difficult for me
12. Are you sure your mom is okay?
13. I can't take my eyes away from her
14. When will I have this opportunity again?
15. Disappointment
16. Come inside the room
17. Saw a glimpse
18. They all left!
19. How did you want me to understand you?
20. New CEO
21. Not the job, I want her
22. Should I tell her I got the job or not?
23. Try something new
24. They are waiting downstairs
25. Knocking on the door
26. Has she find out?
27. Forget about Leo...
28. Am I Mad?
29. I need more attention
30. Can I talk to her?
31. Can I see the message?
32. I have trapped myself
33. Tell us the good news!
34. Who is the Guy?
35. What does he want now?
36. You are in love!
37. Why am I acting this way?
38. On one condition
39. Confused about what?
40. My boyfriend is back
41. He doesn't want me
42. It's always not your fault
43. Your boyfriend will keep you company
44. Tell her the truth
45. What are you doing here?
46. I'm psychological down. Please!
47. Old picture that resemble me
48. My heart pounding
49. Shock of my life
50. I was......
51. He doesn't deserve me
52. I couldn't control myself again
53. Let me worry about that...
54. She wants you now
55. What about your wife?
56. Misunderstanding
57. Old friend and jealousy
58. Is that guy your boyfriend?
59. Emotional Guilt
60. Anxiety
61. My heart feels heavy
62. I am here for you
63. Afraid to tell her
64. Decision
65. Myself for you
66. Vital information
67. I thought otherwise
68. Are you trying to manipulate me?
69. Who is there?
70. You should have confronted them
71. Becoming jealousy
72. Surprise visit
73. How can I respond
74. House Party
75. Why will I stop crying?
76. What's taking you so long?
77. Breaking up
78. Sadie! Sadie!!
79. Justin's heart pounded
80. Secret room
81. Still contemplating!
82. Dad with a mysterious woman
83. What about her friend?
84. I want to go home
85. Love is unfair
86. What has gone over Sadie?
87. Tell me the truth
88. Standing between me and my pleasure
89. New findings
90. Checking her phone
91. Her everything
92. Change of plan
93. This can't be mum again
94. Call from Johnson
95. Can I use your bathroom
96. It's three from now
97. Far away hotel
98. Why am I so unlucky?
99. I am in a big trouble
100. It's a battle both us
101. Secret exposed
102. Who is my dad?
103. Will you marry me?
104. My mum wants me to go with her
105. My dad is not on my side
106. My pregnancy! How did it happened?
107. Go and tell her everything
108. My last life
109. My heart is on fire
110. Am I in love again
111. Meeting Ryan
112. Surprise gift from a stranger
113. Nostalgia feelings
114. Uncontrolled feelings
115. Sweet and bitter feeling
116. She thought I was alone
117. Focus on what you need to do now
118. Who is there?
119. Your Dad
120. You broke my heart
121. Shocking revelation
122. Dylan and Taylor
123. I'm going alone
124. What was I thinking?
125. Can I assist you?
126. Unexpected visit
127. Left without a word
128. What are you hiding?
129. Uncontrolled emotional anger
130. Where can I sleep?
131. What if Larisa is the one who opens the door?
132. It worked as expected
133. Capturing his heart
134. Talk to me now
135. I went back
136. You shouldn't cry over this
137. we are not compatible
138. No going back
139. I am afraid of going back
140. What are you doing here?
141. Thin line between love and hate
142. I told my brother
143. Why didn't you pick up the call?
144. I overheard the truth
145. Running away
146. I need your help
147. You read the message?
148. Is Tessy your girlfriend?
149. How it happened
150. They slept together
151. Dylan once loved someone
152. An advice from a neighbor
153. When will the nurse give her the drug?
154. I’m running out of patience
155. You're hurting me
156. You have no right to order me around
157. We both wanted it
158. I still make him worried
159. New Boss
160. He didn’t deserve me
161. He was the last person I wanted to see
162. Let me go
163. Who is he?
164. What do you mean?
165. Next time, get one for me.
166. No matter how hard I tried to avoid him
167. I’ll never hurt you
168. Get your ass up
169. I am not yours
170. Look what you did
171. Always acting so pure
172. Please, I beg you...
173. Hanging out
174. Please, just give me a little more time
175. What do you mean?
176. Get out of my house right now
177. She’s missing
178. Why did this happen to me?
179. What did you do to her?
180. Do I need anyone’s permission to kiss her?
181. We need to catch George alive
182. Do you hate my mother?
183. Dora, you’re pregnant.
184. The only way is divorce
185. Gain his trust and get him to sign the divorce papers
186. I didn’t know how else to handle it
187. This can’t be the man I loved
188. Letter
189. What did the doctor say?
190. Put me down! Help
191. And if I win, what do I get?
192. Today’s the day we first met
193. Who’s texting you this late?
194. The Weight of Doubt
195. The Edge of Trust
196. What choice do I have?
197. I didn’t order this.
198. You are not alone in this
199. You’re bleeding
200. Panic
201. I don’t expect you to love me again
202. Next time, do better
203. I will never hurt you again
204. You expect me to sleep after that?
205. Are you cold?
206. Consider it a return gift
207. She is still in the early months of pregnancy.
208. You really love him?
209. Acting strange
210. That is exactly how I felt
211. The game was far from over.
212. Let me go
213. Did you ask him about tonight?
214. What do you want?
215. I am not filthy
216. Will you not give me my morning kiss?
217. I'm pregnant
218. Who brought you here?
219. I’m not paralyzed, am I?
220. Get out
221. Go ahead with the test
222. Who was that man?
223. Not more than I love you
224. You want help with your desperation?
225. One good news and one bad. Which do you want first?
226. She’s unconscious
227. You believed that?
228. Tell me something I don’t know
229. Are you scared to go out with me now?
230. Why did you kill her?
231. Love is just a word. She’s my everything
232. You really think you will walk out of this?
233. Don’t worry about him. I’ll tie him up properly
234. Your wife is still under anesthesia
235. Why did you ruin everything between us
236. Get wet whenever he looks at me
237. You are marrying someone?
238. My n****ples hardy
239. I cannot say no to spending time with you
240. Sweet goddess
241. Are you upset because I stayed over at Stanley’s house?
242. We need to talk
243. Pinch your clit for me
244. It is not just the age difference
245. That man’s got kind eyes
246. What brings you down here, boss?
247. What came next would prove just how wrong I was
248. You cannot get away with this
249. Do I just move on like nothing happened?
250. If you want her, you’ll find a way
251. Let’s take this to the bedroom
252. Too good to let go
253. I want more of you
254. He’s... my step-uncle
255. Can walk away from any temptation
256. I never thought you would be this heartless
257. You are unbelievable
258. She should not have hugged me like that...
259. Are you threatening me?
260. No lies. No pretending
261. Go fix it.
262. You do not hate me
263. Don’t bring that up
264. I think you are the one pushing him away
265. Are you sure you don’t want me next to you tonight?
266. My body felt cold and heavy
267. You cannot blame me
268. You are not going anywhere
269. You are… unbelievable
270. I will be careful
271. Let us go to my main bedroom
272. What if I was wrong?
273. Do you need me to explain anything?
274. Just that stupid friendship code
275. What are you trying to say?
276. Is there anyone you won’t try to sleep with?
277. If only they knew the truth
278. How will I fix this?
279. I know you can’t forgive..
280. His light touch sent heat rushing through me
281. You are dripping
282. No. We’re talking about it now…
283. I have wanted to kiss you
284. Do not blame yourself, babe
285. How about starting with your bedroom?
286. I want you to leave Charlotte alone
287. Are you spying on me?
288. I needed to uncover the truth quickly
289. The game of seduction was about to begin
290. So why did you not want me to know?
291. What the hell is your problem?
292. Do you have eyes on Charlotte right now?
293. I am your mother. You will do as I say
294. Are you forgetting she is my daughter?
295. Are you coming?
296. You just said the police thought he....
297. Where do we even start?
298. How do I even start?
299. This… can’t be real
300. Why are you crying?
301. That is why we installed the cameras..
302. Just one night
303. … he loved me in a way I never thought I would feel again
304. My own mother wants to kill me
305. I just wanted to protect you from more
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