Chapter 6.

I got lifted up bridal style, and then Kai said down on the couch that was there with me on his lap and Kai was just holding me close to his chest with my head in the nock of his neck. He just let me cry and just whisper sweet nothing in my ear while petting my hair with one head and the other rubbing small circles on my back. "Betty, my sweet loving sunshine, shush shush baby girl!" I was a sobbing mess and was crying hard into Kai's shoulder. We were just sitting there for a while until I had been able to calm down and I was left sniffing but still clutching his black shirt hard with my right fist. I'm so scared he will throw me away when I let go. I know the rest of them is still there, I can hear them breathing and a few sniffs here and there. Then I look at Kai's shirt and i saw it was filled with my tears and snot. And I immediately felt shame, I ruined his nice shirt with my stupid snot and tears. That made me start crying again.

"Hey.. Hey, Betty what is it?" I could hear Kai asked with worry laced in his voice. And I was balling my eyes out again while answering him through my crying. "I.. I ru.. ruin..ed y..you.. s..shi..rt!" I was sobbing out. I could hear Kai chuckle a bit in my ear, so I looked up to see him already looking at me with an amused look on his face. That made my tears stop, and I was able to calm down my crying again. Kai's face always have that effect, I always feel safe in his arms. It's truly my safest place on earth! "You are not mad?" I asked with a very low voice almost a whisper.

"Betty, my sweet sunshine, my little Bunny, I will never and I mean never be mad at you!" he said with so much love in his voice why he was staring me right into my eyes. And even his eyes told me how much that he had nothing but love for me! I looked up at his eyes threw my eyelashes and I could almost swear he's eyes got dialed a bit before they got filled with nothing but love again. "Are you sure? I can't take it if you or anyone here is mad at me, you guys are the only one I can consider my family" I said with a low voice but loud enough for everyone to hear me, while I laid my head on Kai's chest, he carefully pulled me closer to his chest and kissed me on top of my head.

"Betty honey, you will always have all of us! We are never going anywhere, you are stuck with us!" I could hear Sebastian say while he crouch down in front of me putting his hand on my knee. I looked at him with so much hope in my eyes. Sebastian took his hand up to my chin very slow not to spook me again. "Baby girl, since that night we meet you have become a part of this family, and no matter what you will always be apart of this family!"He said with so much love and care in both his voice and eyes. I felt my tears in my eyes but I didn't let them run over. His words meant so much to me, it truly warmed my heart. These guys have been able to give me so much love and care in four years and they have become the reason I still have not given up yet. "Bunny, can you please tell us who have been beaten you up? Because this is more than just fallen down some stairs!" Sofia said carefully. "I can even see a big handprint on your neck like someone have been trying to strangle you!" I looked up at Axel who had a mix of anger and concern in his voice.

I looked at all their faces, and each and every one of them looked at me with a mix of love, anger and worry. My mind can't really wrap my head around all all the emotions they are showing me, because they are contradicting each other. I was stuck in my head for a little trying to understand what they are telling me with their emotions on display when I felt Kai give me a kiss on my right temple. That broke me out of my little transe I was in and made me look at him. I saw tears in his eyes and I felt his right hand on my left chin and he carefully pulled my face to look at him. "Please baby girl, please tell me who hurt our princess, I'm begging you!" I could hear how his voice cracking up a little. I leaned back the side of my head on Kai's chest and give them a little nod while Kai still had his hand on my chin.

I took my right hand on Kai's hand wrapped my hand around his and pulled it down on my laps while still holding it tightly. I took a deep breath, and gave myself a little nod getting ready for this. "Baby girl are you okay?" Kai was rubbing small circle with his thumb on my palm in my lap. I looked back up to Kai's eyes, I gave his hand a little squeeze before looking back down.

Then I started my story, " I can't remember one day in my life where I have not been receiving a beating. It was cause for any little things, everything from being late home after work, not have the house properly cleaned, sometimes if I just made a noise, if I cry during a beating it will be even a more intense beating. Victor usually strangles me till I'm about to lose consciousness. And Margarethe usually stab or cut me, she have carved a few words into my skin. Victor have shot me a few times." I took a deep breath and then I felt Alex wipe my tears away with his thumbs. I look up at him and I could see so much anger in his eyes. And I could hear Kai breathing out angry, I could hear Sofia crying, while Sebastian trying to soothe her. Christian was sitting next to me and Kai on the couch clenching and unclenching his fist and Silas was just staring at me with tears running down his eyes with an expression on his face like he couldn't believe what I told him! I squeezed Kai's hand again and look up in his eyes. He just looked at me with a tearful gaze before he asked: "have he..." Kai's voice cracked before he cleared his throat. "Did he ever..." Kai just lost his voice and the tears in his eyes fell down his face.

I know what he is trying to ask. I pulled my hand out of his hand and wiped his chin's with my right hand.